I’m scared to tell you how I feel because I don’t want to lose you.

So for now I will write it down in these letters, the ones I never sent. Maybe years later I will come back to our story. Maybe I’ll be content with the way our story never really started and ended in the way I wanted. Maybe I remember you and the way I fell in love with you, and I couldn’t have asked for anything more than for some of your love, even if it was never in the way I expected, you loved me and for that I’m grateful. 

Maybe in this life I never got my happy ending with you, maybe after all these years you still don’t know that I loved you and a part of me is okay with you not knowing because darling maybe one day you’ll realise reading these words and I hope one day they will find you. 

But this is today and I fear if I tell you that I love you we might never be the same again, so for now my love for you will stay here waiting for you, ready for they day when you need to hear my words.

Hell maybe you’ll never know, maybe you’ll never realise that these words were meant for you but I’ll be damned if your not somewhere within these words.

– i can’t ever imagine the day where i don’t love you.//t.c