I can’t want this anymore,

I can’t want you anymore.

I don’t want to write about the possibility of us when

I know this isn’t a story of you and me.

It never was.

It never will be.

I need to find a new love,

someone I can love,

someone who will love me.

That will be the story,

the one I want to write.

– i want to write a different story, one where the hero ends up happy.