there has to be another life,

another us

                  somewhere.

         a story in which 

we were happy,

                after everything.

         one where your not

          dying in my arms.

and i can’t save you.

there has to to be one,

just that 

               one.

where we live,

                    where 

        we find peace knowing

the war is over.

                           it’s done.

                 and 

we don’t have to fight 

                                   anymore.

          one 

                where 

                          we can live.

there has to be a universe 

                                      where this isn’t 

                                                   the only ending,

                                        we get.

that they’re other stories,

                                    for us

                    out there.

       because we can’t be…

this can’t be…

          we’re not this almost which was

                                            never enough for us,

                                                                     for this story.

       there has to be another.

this can’t be the only end.  

                                           we don’t deserve this my love.

i hope were there in and amongst 

                others stories, 

                                                     happy ones

                           because we lived

                      through too many 

                               tragedies

                       history wont let us forget.

and i can’t lose you again.

                                         i won’t.

      we deserve to be happy, my love.

–  there just has to be happier story for us my love.