my heart followed you out the door.

i remember it vividly the day i met you. it was the summer time, i walked right through the door not knowing what to expect but then i saw you, you were like sunshine on a rainy day. darling you brightened my heart from being weathered in a constant storm. you smiled at me and i knew i was going to love you from the day i met you. i’d been so heartbroken my dear, but slowly with you that started to disappear. there was this playfulness you brought and i was so curious to figure your heart. you intrigued me. but was i a fool to think you could have loved me too? because there we times i almost allowed myself to believe, in-between the tender touches, lingering hugs, meaningful glances. i never knew when you said ‘ i love you’ our time was gong to run out. you said you weren’t going to leave. i never knew the end was coming, i didn’t think you were going to leave me so soon. the truth is i could spend all my life with you and it would never be enough. i would always want more. i always want more time with you. 

– my heart followed you out the door.

my heart will always break for you.

you’re trying not to tell her 

that you’ve miss her,

but you have and 

you always will.

but it’s been so long,

and you still feel the same

and that scares you 

because you’ll always be in love with her,

there’ll never be anyone else,

your hearts is hers.

you’re trying not to fall 

apart at the sight of her

but your hands tremble 

and your voice wavering.

it’s been so long since you saw 

her last

and everything comes rushing 

back, 

the echoes of memories

paralyse you

the pain is still there,

your heart still breaking 

for the woman you love

and the sad truth is that

it always will.

my heart will always break for you.