one day i hope you can forgive me for all the words i left unsaid. especially for all the letters left in the envelopes with your name that never reached your mailbox, they were left in a desk draw with parts of my heart just waiting for you. for all the birthday and christmas cards i missed, all the texts i left on read, the replies i never could bring myself to send. i hope you can forgive me, especially for the words, the one i never said. those three words, eight letters. the ones i should have said while i still had the chance. 

– i was careless with our time, my words and my heart.